150 cm MiNi's mini life*

Desperado / The Eagles
(亡命之徒 / 老鷹合唱團)

Desperado
Why don't you come to your senses
You've been out riding fences for so long now
Oh, you're a hard one
But I know that you've got your reasons
These things that are pleasing you
Can hurt you somehow

(亡命之徒
為何你不清醒一點
你築起城牆把自己圍起來已經很久了
噢！你真是個固執的傢伙
我明白你一定有你的理由
但那些令你欣喜的事情
總有一天會傷害你)

Don't you draw the Queen of diamonds boy
She'll beat you if she's able
The Queen of hearts is always your best bet
How it seems to me some fine things have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones you can't get

(你不拿走方塊皇后那張牌嗎？
它逮到機會就會把你擊垮
紅心皇后一直是你的王牌
我心目中的好牌都已攤開在你的面前
但你卻只要那些得不到的)

Desperado
Oh, you ain't getting no younger
Your pain and your hunger
They're driving you home
Freedom, ah, freedom
That's just some people talking
Your prison is walking thru this world all alone

(亡命之徒
你已不再年輕
你的苦痛，你的飢渴
它們驅使著你歸來
自由啊！自由
那只是一般人的說法
孤獨行走天涯就是你的牢籠)

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're losing all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away

(冬日裡，你的雙腳不覺得寒冷嗎？
天空不飄雪，太陽也不照耀
分辨不出白天或黑夜
你已一無所有
這種失去的感覺很可笑吧)

Desperado
Why don't you come to your senses
Come down from your fences open the gate
It may be raining
But there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you
You better let somebody love you
Before it's too late  

華麗真的很華麗，山崎豐子果真是能夠細膩描寫每個人物特質的作家，
劇裡很講究的每一個場景，和老派演員的一個眼神一個動作都可以是很深重的意味，
多麼激動的想要把每一個細節都謹記在心，那是很深沉的體悟，是很沉重的感概。

背負家族聲望壓力野心勃勃的父親；夢想用鋼鐵將日本推向國際的長男；
父親不惜犧牲一切挑戰親情極限，在檯面底下運籌帷幄；
長男渴求完成祖父寄託下來的夢想實現，不容許失敗的命運讓工廠終結在自己手中。
呼風喚雨的地方望族，背後確有著黑暗詭譎的一面，和不容外人想像的迂腐文化，
受人景仰的鋼鐵工廠專務長男，卻那麼單純的只企求父親一個認同的眼神。
說是複雜的大家族故事，其實也是再簡單不過的兩代之間的關係認可。

暗潮洶湧的家族戰爭，在山崎豐子的筆下字字句句都那麼激動澎湃著，
還沒有看到最後一幕，我都已經忍不住一再回顧。
太完美了，Desperado / The Eagles，和華麗なる一族 / 山崎豐子。

The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine

It may be raining
But there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you
Before it's too late

多麼激勵人心的一段話，給每一個都在掙扎的靈魂。